I have recurring dreams where I'm late to key moments in my life. I've had them since high school. I can't pick an outfit and meet a reunion with an ex. I get stuck in traffic and miss a date. I oversleep and miss an important test. (We've all had that dream.)
Life lately feels like those dreams. I feel like I've arrived in a place at the wrong time. Perhaps too early, but it feels like too late. I feel like I'm either too much or not enough. I feel comfortable, but not perfect.